1 year later and another "marriage" failed

So it's been over a year again since i last wrote. After i wrote the last post things took a turn for the worse. His parents moved in and my life turned into a living nightmare. The last 8 months have been a real struggle. I moved out with the help of his ex wife and kids yeah he was of no help. Such an asshole im so happy that i finally left. Me and my son moved to litchoro for a little bit cause i couldnt find the right apartment. In December i found the perfect apartment near xaris daycare. I cant belive we have been living there now for  months time goes by so fast. I found a job for the summer the money isnt the greatest but at least its something. Being a single mom is so hard and i have no help from anyone near me  sometimes i feel like im going to loose my mind. Im just keeping hope that my turn for a good life is coming cause these last cards ive been dealt with have been pretty shitty.

WOW I havent blogged since 2009, its amazing how time goes by. So many things have changed. It seems that my frustrations were correct. My Ex and I opened a restaurant in olympic beach. In this process the true colors and intentions of my ex came alive. We separated in may of 2010, he went on to work in restaurant on island while i struggled to keep what we had started. It was a rough time running a business in another country dealing with my failed marriage.

My cousin came and worked for me, in our search for a room we found a place near my rest. called Hotel Katerina and that is where I met Mike. We hit it off as friends right away he was very helpful in providing us a room and place to call home for the next 6 months.

Mike and his kids would spend time at the store we got to know each other really well. His crazy girlfriend at the time was not fond of me but whatever. It turned out to be a good summer. I moved out of the hotel in oct. and back into my apart. It was so weird after so long being around so many people all the time. Mike and i continued to hang out along with our friend teo. Mike was always asking for us to hook up but he was dating someone as was I. So in Feb 14 2011 we finally became a couple.

We opened our stores for the summer season. It was a rough one business has slowed down alot thus forcing me to close. Shortly afterwards i found out i was pregnant . I gave birth to my wonderful son July 4 2013 which is actual why im on the blog i wanted to start a blog on his journey through life.

Mike and I are engaged marriage is in our future at least i hope. Weve had a lot of problems since i became prego i was a real bitch and the summer i gave birth was a very difficult one for all. And were struggling to get back to were we were.



Even if we wanted to get married wouldnt couldnt. I just now got the final divorce papers.Beacuse of this stupid system my sons last name goes to my now ex husband so i have to take him to court to prove that he is not his child. We want to baptism him but we cant until this whole mess is cleared lets see.

And at some point i need to figure out how to remove the pics from my wedding !

Frustrated

I dotn know were to start. We just got married two months ago and im here waiting for it to feel special like i accomplished something amazing in my life and really all im left with is frustration.

My husband seems to be in his own world not wanting to realize that theres responsibilities and that im his wife not mother. The most simplist things he cant figure out on his own and  ive tried many different approaches and nothing is working. I want to feel like newlyweds , I want to feel happy that we got married and well frankly i felt better when its was me my dog and the wall!

For my fellow brides and friends im venting to you cause Im hoping im not the only one that feels a little let down. I know or at least i hope its just a phase and well get throught it but he doesnt want to reconginze that hes making these mistakes.Today I got so fed up I sent him to our apparment by himself im getting mad just looking at him and thats not a good sign. And before he left I said so your leaving, yeah you coming with? Give me a reason and he tells me to give him a reason im mean come one your the one who f-up you tell me.

(big breath) so thats whats going on and im hoping we get through this so that we can be happy again and enjoy our lifes together.

Merry Christmas

Another year has come and gone with just a blink of an eye. This has been a very filled year with the planning of the wedding and moving into our own apartment. For the holidays we are staying with my parents, its been nice it feels like the holidays.

We havent been in our apartment for very long and havent gotten very much accomplished but were taking our time. I learned today that a very good friend got engaged and that was nice news to hear but im just sad im so far away and cant be there to celebrate with him.

We still dont have internet but im ok with that at least I still have access at my parents place.I hope my fellow newlywifeys are enjoying there first holidays as wife and as married couples hostess.

Heres to hoping next year will be filled with more love, happiness and of course wealth :)

No Comp

So with the move I have no computer so my logging will be put to a minimum. :( Things are going good though there is still alot of unpacking to do. Short and sweet cause I need to get ready were going to a christmas market.

Ready to move

Apartment is ready for us to move in and tommorow we will move are finally stuff. We got the appliances, no furniture but im ok with that.

Im excited but scared to move. But im ready and im ready for my husband and I to reconnect and bring back the life and the honeymoon stage to our relationship.

Were moving

We went yesterday and we found our very first apartment!!! Ill moving towns but the place we are moving is where my husband is from so all of our friends are there.

I finally just got comfortable where we are now so this is a little difficult but hey life right. So anyways about the apartment. Its two bedrooms kitchen ,living room and bath.

Here the kitchens come empty you have to supply the electronics and well as I said in the previous post we dont have anything! We looked into some appliances yesterday after finding the apartment to get an idea.

DH went to sign the papers and get the keys today as well as turn on the electric and water. Its difficult packing where we are now cause my parents are here and there just not happy that were moving and I dont know why. I feel that we will be better off.

Not only that havent talked to my mom in two days shes acting like a child every since we had our fight but you know what thats one of the reason I moved half way around the world so I wouldnt have to deal with their negativity and bullshit, so im happy to get the F out of here.

So heres to the move hopefully goes well.