Frustrated

I dotn know were to start. We just got married two months ago and im here waiting for it to feel special like i accomplished something amazing in my life and really all im left with is frustration.

My husband seems to be in his own world not wanting to realize that theres responsibilities and that im his wife not mother. The most simplist things he cant figure out on his own and  ive tried many different approaches and nothing is working. I want to feel like newlyweds , I want to feel happy that we got married and well frankly i felt better when its was me my dog and the wall!

For my fellow brides and friends im venting to you cause Im hoping im not the only one that feels a little let down. I know or at least i hope its just a phase and well get throught it but he doesnt want to reconginze that hes making these mistakes.Today I got so fed up I sent him to our apparment by himself im getting mad just looking at him and thats not a good sign. And before he left I said so your leaving, yeah you coming with? Give me a reason and he tells me to give him a reason im mean come one your the one who f-up you tell me.

(big breath) so thats whats going on and im hoping we get through this so that we can be happy again and enjoy our lifes together.

Merry Christmas

Another year has come and gone with just a blink of an eye. This has been a very filled year with the planning of the wedding and moving into our own apartment. For the holidays we are staying with my parents, its been nice it feels like the holidays.

We havent been in our apartment for very long and havent gotten very much accomplished but were taking our time. I learned today that a very good friend got engaged and that was nice news to hear but im just sad im so far away and cant be there to celebrate with him.

We still dont have internet but im ok with that at least I still have access at my parents place.I hope my fellow newlywifeys are enjoying there first holidays as wife and as married couples hostess.

Heres to hoping next year will be filled with more love, happiness and of course wealth :)

No Comp

So with the move I have no computer so my logging will be put to a minimum. :( Things are going good though there is still alot of unpacking to do. Short and sweet cause I need to get ready were going to a christmas market.

Ready to move

Apartment is ready for us to move in and tommorow we will move are finally stuff. We got the appliances, no furniture but im ok with that.

Im excited but scared to move. But im ready and im ready for my husband and I to reconnect and bring back the life and the honeymoon stage to our relationship.

Were moving

We went yesterday and we found our very first apartment!!! Ill moving towns but the place we are moving is where my husband is from so all of our friends are there.

I finally just got comfortable where we are now so this is a little difficult but hey life right. So anyways about the apartment. Its two bedrooms kitchen ,living room and bath.

Here the kitchens come empty you have to supply the electronics and well as I said in the previous post we dont have anything! We looked into some appliances yesterday after finding the apartment to get an idea.

DH went to sign the papers and get the keys today as well as turn on the electric and water. Its difficult packing where we are now cause my parents are here and there just not happy that were moving and I dont know why. I feel that we will be better off.

Not only that havent talked to my mom in two days shes acting like a child every since we had our fight but you know what thats one of the reason I moved half way around the world so I wouldnt have to deal with their negativity and bullshit, so im happy to get the F out of here.

So heres to the move hopefully goes well.

Honeymoon stage

Most brides go through the honeymoon stage. My poor husband and I have not been able to feel this. Things have been very rough. We haven't gotten a place of our own yet. My parents had offered there vacation home to us and we have been living here for two years and out of those two years the have only came twice. I haven't lived with my parents for over 8 years! We just cant live with each other it's a nightmare. So of course we wont feel this if well everything is crazy.



So we made a decision one that wont be easy but its something that now as a married couple we must do, get our own place. I didn't want to rent an apartment but were going to have to do it. We have no extra money to pay for furniture all we have is our mattress and clothes and each other.

My husband just told my dad and now well I'm here in the house walking on eggshells till we move and I'm hoping its real soon.

Monday we have an apt to see an apartment wish us luck cause we need it.

Book of life

I chose this title for two reasons 1. I love to read 2. I always said life was like a book and the story is my life.

I have opened and closed chapters in it that were good and bad. As I open up a new chapter in my life I want to share my journey with the friends I meet, as I began this chapter and new ones that I will meet along the way.

Here's to a great next chapter

Married Life!

Joining the blogging From the other side

As some of my fellow bloggers from Wedding by color are getting married they have kept in touch and moved to blogging about married life. I have enjoyed my time with my fellow WBC brides and am looking forward to sharing our journeys together.