Frustrated

I dotn know were to start. We just got married two months ago and im here waiting for it to feel special like i accomplished something amazing in my life and really all im left with is frustration.

My husband seems to be in his own world not wanting to realize that theres responsibilities and that im his wife not mother. The most simplist things he cant figure out on his own and  ive tried many different approaches and nothing is working. I want to feel like newlyweds , I want to feel happy that we got married and well frankly i felt better when its was me my dog and the wall!

For my fellow brides and friends im venting to you cause Im hoping im not the only one that feels a little let down. I know or at least i hope its just a phase and well get throught it but he doesnt want to reconginze that hes making these mistakes.Today I got so fed up I sent him to our apparment by himself im getting mad just looking at him and thats not a good sign. And before he left I said so your leaving, yeah you coming with? Give me a reason and he tells me to give him a reason im mean come one your the one who f-up you tell me.

(big breath) so thats whats going on and im hoping we get through this so that we can be happy again and enjoy our lifes together.

Merry Christmas

Another year has come and gone with just a blink of an eye. This has been a very filled year with the planning of the wedding and moving into our own apartment. For the holidays we are staying with my parents, its been nice it feels like the holidays.

We havent been in our apartment for very long and havent gotten very much accomplished but were taking our time. I learned today that a very good friend got engaged and that was nice news to hear but im just sad im so far away and cant be there to celebrate with him.

We still dont have internet but im ok with that at least I still have access at my parents place.I hope my fellow newlywifeys are enjoying there first holidays as wife and as married couples hostess.

Heres to hoping next year will be filled with more love, happiness and of course wealth :)

No Comp

So with the move I have no computer so my logging will be put to a minimum. :( Things are going good though there is still alot of unpacking to do. Short and sweet cause I need to get ready were going to a christmas market.

Ready to move

Apartment is ready for us to move in and tommorow we will move are finally stuff. We got the appliances, no furniture but im ok with that.

Im excited but scared to move. But im ready and im ready for my husband and I to reconnect and bring back the life and the honeymoon stage to our relationship.